24th December 2008,Wednesday,9.34pm
~is the time to remember~
ever since i was little..my family had always been visiting him and other relatives in a small place called Jelebu.
whenever he saw my family, he will always bring a nice smile to us and i always hug him with full of love.
when i was with him, he will always massage my arm everytime when i visited him so that he knew how much i had grown
when i was little back in the days, my cousin, brother and i would massage him and as a reward, he gave us some cash and we gave our hugs to him in return.
when i was little back there, i felt a bit left out as most of the people there speak Mandarin or Hokkien...and i didnt learn enough and thats why i spoke more toward English rather than their languages.
BUT...he knew...that i cant speak properly in Mandarin and he spoke to me in English..which made me feel comfortable back in the days..he made me not feel left out among the others(besides my family and cousins)
back in the days, every morning.cousins and i would follow him for morning walk...he was very fit..despite his old age..
and now...those memories are gone and cant be reclaimed back...all i can do is to cherish those moments and accept the fact that he has passed away...
please forgive me if i ever hurt your feelings in the past...i will be a better person...
Rest in Peace and hope that YOU will move on to another good life
~I am Gonna Miss you Gong Gong~
